He's at a hotel.

He's at a fucking hotel. What the actual fuck. It's not that he's at a hotel. It's the fact that he's being charged a shit ton of charges from two different hotels .

"$370, $180, $193, $579. What the hell. Why are there so many charges? And from different hotels? Very expensive. Very careless with money. He's probably spending a shit ton of money at the bars and restaurants " Luna says as she stares at the TV screen.

"There isn't supposed to be different charges if he's staying in the same room. It's all charged at once when he checks out." Beatrice says as she looks at me with a look of pity.

"Wait but there's one, two,.... 11 charges? It's only been 4 days? Why would there be mul-" Luna is then cut off by Ximena standing up and covering her mouth.

"There's multiple charges and different hotels because he isn't alone and not just at one hotel." I say quietly. Everyone is just sitting staring at me once again with looks of pity. It seems like I can't go more than a week without having my friends feel bad for me.

"Maybe he got his card stolen?" Beatrice says as she stands and moves right next to me.

"You know that's not what it is." I say softly. "I think I'm just going to head home. Luna, I'll see you tomorrow at work okay." With that I hurry up and take off the screen share and head out to my car.

As soon as I closed the door to my house I burst out crying. How can I be so stupid. That's why he doesn't care about me and my needs. If he did then he wouldn't be at every hotel in the city. Who is he with? Is it his friends? Friends that I haven't met... I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to think he's cheating but what else. My mind is just everywhere. I don't even know anymore.

As I'm finally getting up from the floor I hear my phone ring. "Hello?" I say sniffling quietly.

"Hey A, the girls told me what happened." I hear Fernando say. Of course he would be calling. He's like the father figure of the group so I'm not surprised he called me.

"I'm okay. I swear. He probably got his card stolen like Beatrice said." Come on Aurora sound more believable.

"A, you know that's not it. Maybe he is just having a hard time with all of us ganging up on him." Fernando ends up saying to me.

"Fern, I don't know. Maybe he just doesn't really care about me. I mean what Isa was saying is true! 10 years with him and he never even cared about me having an orgasm. Like I would always take care of his needs! Like I literally do it in positions he likes just to satisfy him! Like who the hell does that!" I cry and yell over the phone.

"Okay okay I hear you Aurora. I understand. How about you go lay down. Call into work tomorrow and just spend the day at home to feel better. I love you okay?" Fernando says in a small comforting voice.

After I hung up with Fernando I got into the shower and got ready for bed. It's better to shower before bed so you can wash away all the bad vibes and bad things that happened during the day. As I get into bed and connect my phone to the charger, I play relaxing music to help me sleep. I've always hated going to sleep by myself. My mind wanders to things that I hate to think about.

By the time my Alarm rings I'm already up texting my manager that I'm going to take the day off. I need to go find out where Martin is at. I need answers. I need to know where he has been and who he has been with and if we are even still together.

I am going to get these answer's one way or another.

Chapter 4

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